Sound of silence

Now-a-days I don't enjoy talking with people that much what I used to love once. My new love is silence. Silence is comfortable. Silence is soothing. Silence do not ask me bunch of uncomfortable qustions. Silence do not give bunch of unwanted advices. Silence do not make fun out of my failures. It just stays with me. It just make me feel comfortable being me. Gradually I started avoiding meeting people, receiving phone calls, being in any messaging group because I want silence in my life. My inner being is screaming in discomfort and I need to hear it. My traumatized childhood is crying till date and I need to sooth her. Life taught me that I need to be more of mine than anybody else's. I tried to be a good daughter, a good sister, a good friend, a good student, a good employee, a good boss, a good team player, a good neighbour, a good human being but I never tried to be a good nercissist. I never gave importance to the sounds that my inner self feels comfortable in.

Everything in this world has sound of it's own. My favourite sound is the sound of rain when it comes direct from the heaven and kiss the soil on the earth and a rhythmic "rim jhim" sound begins. That smell of the drenched soil is much better than any bottled purfume produced by any big company. Birds embark chirping with the first ray of the sun. Light breez, golden yellow sunbeems and birds' chirping creats heaven on earth. When riven go on a date with the sea at 'Mohona' it's heavenly peaceful.

The stares next to my flat creats different sounds with footstep of different people. The construction works in my neighborhood creats different sound by using different machines throughout the day. Utensils in kitchen creats different sounds. Motor cycles in the road creats different sounds than car. Different Birds are creating different sound by chirping. Traffic in the road creats different sound by honking. Waterflow from the tap or shower cretes different sound. Our mobile and laptop and other devices are also creating different types of sounds. But they are not judging each other based on their sounds. They are living in this environment with perfect harmony. Beautiful it is. Peaceful it is. Love it is.